"You blog too much," a Friend said. Well, what do we wish from life? Honesty, truth, an open heart and a loving soul... or to have lots of friends? For me, I would not trade the first four for the last, though I can't say that it does not hurt when fFriends turn from me. I can print sheafojockie ( nonsense) and be really well liked. I knew a lot of folks in law school like that, gone to Harvard, born into the right family... say nothing to offend anyone, hang out in the right circles. My soul is too high a price for that model of success.
In this blog I have been honest, truthful and shared light and pain and sorrows for which I don't have words... and it has cost me. Some fFriends have cut me off from their love and interaction. I can't say that I am angered by this, but I can say I don't understand this as Christian or Quaker. These fFriends know me, only by these words, and so the assumptions must be rather profound, the idea that one can know another by words alone, what a strange way to believe one to be present.
So... do I blog too much? For some maybe, for me... well... perhaps some who judge me, might use this as a mirror to their own soul.